Elder Sibling, I was a Child

I was a rebellious little child

I was a mature youngster back in the day

I was a darling sweetheart thang that broke many a lacking heart

I am a grown dandelion

Now I wonder where I went, I love myself, I did.

Curls it her crazy hair, lost a moment to sink

I was a chillax partner there, I still would love to

I was a failing business woman, 

a fumbling server, a darling chef, 

a cunning navigator of local lands, shortcuts and coordination of the most routine of tasks I was

I was a sailor when I lost at sea, 

I found the sun rose on the other side of the Ganga

I made many stories sink there like a stone. 

I was a mother once, before I had no children. 

I was a rapist once, a slut, a slither in the jingling dark, no child could find me there

I was

A responsive lover once I was, 

responsive to cunning lies to deviousness

Responsible for a man bigger than what he said was, 

Was bigger than he really was, 

I was a loving lover was

Still am the lover I once was, better than I was before

I want love, so I am not free, 

Would I say no if yes to me? 

I was a loyal listener once, 

but silence frosted over the words 

and now I see what can be done, 

as hand doth speak that holds a gun, 

I am not afraid, I fear, 

I fly I flow, I carry dear

All the lessons I forget, I hold with me

once dry now wet

I am what I was, I am never again, 

a change, I am the current state

I be the young the old the aged

Mother son 

betrothed and bathed

for family's finding new her mother

Brother stands like pillar now, 

never to leave I was a fire.